I have a college minor in behavioral science from an accredited college. One thing I learned in a psychology course there is that it is important to fantasize, and if you don't you will not live a life of psychological well-being. Fantasizing about fucking would provide psychological well-being. Another thing I learned in that course was if you don't dream when you sleep, you live your life in psychotic ways. I love unusual dreams, I've mentioned some over at the book........I am a 74 year old loner living on an ocean beach across street from beach..........I never had an std, but I had one that was transmitted by kissing, mononucleosis, I don't know who in the Hell gave me that, I had to go to the lab at the college infirmary and the lab tech would stick my fingertip with a wide as Hell lancet blade about a half an inch wide and then suck the blood out with a long rubber tube, it was so painful that I just quit going to her, now you get stuck with a needle during A1C work that is so small it doesn't hardly have a feel then, it's just a prick, in my case it would be a small cock as prick, mostly painless, 99.99% painless..........I never cut a porn film with anyone........I am not a vegan........I drink vodka at 4-7 PM happy hours, never much earlier, but I'm about to quit for awhile when I run out of the last bottle in a few days..........I am not a pet enthusiast, and I stay away from others who have pets with them........I have not found a religion that protects me enough thus I am not all that religious, they haven't proven themselves to me because just look at the size of my penis, you see any protection there? or do you see neglect? I have to live with it and it is neglect, that's why I became a loner, however religion might be real thus I better be an agnostic, they believe maybe yes, maybe no concerning the existence of God and all sexy things such as long penis that does not retract for males, if can't get length here then maybe one will be available in my afterlife, better late than never, now I will be relegated for the rest of my life to watching long cock fitting the best in females and eat my heart out! Just exactly what in the Hell did I do to deserve this! Actually nothing. If a girl told me she had a shallow cunt and was looking for a short cock I wouldn't be interested in that deal, because the majority of females want big dick, just like what the porn actress Beverly Morris said in Hustler back in the 70's-80's when she said "big dicks are prime," a shallow cunt female will have to wait until her afterlife to be made a deeper cunt just like I am having to wait for my long penis...........I would be remiss if I did not turn on the younger crowd here who wasn't around in the early 70's to what I found at a Charlotte, NC gas station newsstand back then, it was a men's mag that had a fiction article that said "I dig dope, and I dig sex," back then I was about 19 years old, the article was fiction, I don't do illegal dope............... I look at one of the frames of my penis on my vid "more clitoris than penis" in "My videos" and the retracted area on my scrotum looks like a silhouette of a palm tree with draped hanging down fronds(🌴), I guess I have to live wellhung this way until my next life when I get a wellhung penis and not an artist's rendition of one, but thanks for your artistic concern, I really need it to hang down on the outside and not retract.................I jog on the street at sunup 2-3 half miles a week and walk back.